cncfreak

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Waking in the Dream by cncfreak, literature

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Waking in the Dream

We go to sleep, and wake up in reality's dream Afterwards we awake, and say farewell it would seem We sleep with our eyes open And see when they are shut We walk in tunnel of darkness covered in light For what we love, we fight By doing wrong, hoping to do right Looking at the light from the dark sight We cry over the beauty We do things as it seems a duty Walking with everyone around you Yet, alone seems more true

Phoenix Fire by cncfreak, literature

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Phoenix Fire

Dreams come and go making you stand up move on the flow they may shrink or grow but sometimes, they fall to a broken low We fall in pain, sadness, desperation pushing us towards life's resignation but we shouldn't give in don't put the edge to our neck, so thin Pulling away, falling to your knees all emotion from your heart flees leaving you numb, leaving you sad but it's not as bad, as when you'd be dead Look around see the world still turning feel your heart still burning friends helping you stand helping your heart defend and so even if the dreams leave you crying over desire they will always be back, as a scoring Phoeni

Wildfire of Passion by cncfreak, literature

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Wildfire of Passion

When I first met you, as a normal brother one I'd care for so dearly, though like any other yet then you spoke word of which I could not dream my heart was not like I knew it, it would seem You touched me, held me you stroke my soul and freed my heart it felt just like what I had only felt with certain art since when was I like this?... All you did felt great, kind, loving and caring now when I lay in bed, at an uncovered pillow I keep staring my heart aching for another touch after every one as with every time, my fears slowly became undone All I feel, when we speak, when we the night we steal is love, caring, safety, things I c

A gentle holding by cncfreak, literature

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A gentle holding

Love beyond words and deeds letting you walk a path, showing you where it leads step by step you explore what you never saw before day by day you grow closer At the end of the road you are held gently being loved and understood by one so friendly one that makes you cry of joy like no one ever did to you before Held, protected, understood and set free staying close to him, smiling lovingly one you'd never want to leave or let go for as time passes, the love will only grow Learning to know him as well so close realizing you were ignorant of them when you rose as he's just like you, wanting the same feeling bad, like all you did w

Mask of Death by cncfreak, literature

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Mask of Death

Worn by the weak worn by the ones feeling bleak trying to forget the curse on it and once it fits, you won't get rid of it Blinded by fear and pain blinded by the media, driven insane believing that with yourself, there can be no gain and so, your soul, the mask will stain Dying within you your heart and soul in a deadly stew all that is left is a fraction of your mind in which, only slavery you will find Wear it, love it, forget it once it will fit, you won't so easily get rid of it Then there are the few who in the end may stay true to themselves, to who they are as love and happiness won't be far Pulling the mask, removin

Embrace by cncfreak, literature

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Embrace

We all walk the path of love one that is nearly always rough we turn out back on the dark, and smile at the light with our hearts we then fight Afraid of the people on the street walking in line, being beat denying to accept what we feel denying, casing our hearts in steel The light cannot exist without darkness all is a part of us so embrace the world, without fear and perhaps once again one may see clear Feel the feelings marked as wrong dare to sing a so called broken song for it won't be long before we forget, and drown, who we are Embrace the love, embrace yourself embrace the lust, and embrace your mate who can call it

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Waking in the Dream by cncfreak, literature

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Phoenix Fire by cncfreak, literature

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Wildfire of Passion by cncfreak, literature

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Wildfire of Passion

A gentle holding by cncfreak, literature

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Mask of Death by cncfreak, literature

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Mask of Death

Embrace by cncfreak, literature

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Embrace

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Remember the Angel? by Sasurealian, literature

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Remember the Angel?

Remember the angel that wiped your tears and made you brightly smile? You always told her to let you be; you were always in denial. Remember the angel that sang you to sleep and played with your hair? You never cared to have her near you, though that smile was still there Remember the angel that waited for you, the one who waited countless hours? You never seemed to even notice, I guess that was your power Remember the angel that saved your life, risking also her own? You ran away and left her there, you left her there alone Remember the angel that fell from heaven, only to be with you? You marked her with your sin and made her feel

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Artist // Student // Varied

May 25
Netherlands
Deviant for 16 years
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I'm cncfreak, or for the ones that know me, Spirit, or Navnik, I draw, I write, I mostly do anything I like to do and if I think its worthy it goes to DA.
I'm a comp nerd, I love dragons, I'm spiritual, I accept any faith or anything anyone needs to tell.
if anyone i trust needs me, then I'll be there.

Current Residence: The Netherlands (conquers of da sea!)
Favourite genre of music: variating from hardrock to deathmetal
Favourite photographer: My Grandpa :3
Favourite style of art: Digital Art
Operating System: Win 7 Ultimate
Wallpaper of choice: browse.deviantart.com/?qh=§ion=&global=1&q=ultimus#/d391hwi
Favourite cartoon character: Shiron and Ranshiin (legendz), and Ichigo (bleach)
Personal Quote: "everything you need is in yourself waiting to be found"

Favourite Visual Artist

Multiple people have made amazing art...

Favourite Movies

How To Train Your Dragon (or Eragon)

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

constantly changing

Favourite Games

Guitar Hero (Further I'm pretty much all-round)

Favourite Gaming Platform

Tools of the Trade

Adobe CS5, cheepass bamboo tablet, pen(cil) and papper

Other Interests

DRAGONS!, computers, drawing, writing

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cncfreak

Feb 14, 2011

valantine's day :3

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to everyone and i rly mean everyone, i wish you all a happy valentine and i hope that the one you love will return it to you with the same purity, honesty, and kindness you do. that you may all find peace and happiness in and with each other.

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cncfreak

Dec 13, 2010

random update (1)

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I made a DA avatar for myself, real cool if I say so myself. been some problems with my gf and I don't know for when the end is in sight yet, sadly. I've been quite busy lately because of quite some things like school, friends 'n such. I may upload something, but as you've probably know by know, creativity isn't coming no matter for when i said it'd be ready. sorry if anyone is waiting for anything. I may upload some sketches or animations, but thats bout all you may expect.

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Sep 18, 2010

Everything Dragon

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well first of all i'd like to ask dragonlovers to check a dragon forum out, we're in need of more/new members and so i would like to ask all dragon lovers, artists, writers, ect. to take a poke arround WWW.Everything-Dragon.com second, sadly i have little time to finish mt drawing so i gues it'll take longer